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posted by Nylorac on December 16th, 2010 at 8:09PM
I suppose it doesn't.
I just thought that the style of writing would have been a giveaway.
However, I enjoy that you apparently don't know who I am.
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posted by moi on December 16th, 2010 at 8:14PM
Are you writting because
a)you want someone to convince you not to die
b)you need attention
c) a&b
d) you have nothing to do with your time
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posted by Nylorac on December 16th, 2010 at 8:20PM
Every post you've thus far written annoys me. However, I will answer: no, to all of your ridiculously insensitive options, and go fuck yourself. ..."want attention"? nothing better to do? I don't know who you are, but what you write makes me want to kill myself even more than before. I just admitted that I want to kill myself, and that's what you write to me?
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posted by moi on December 16th, 2010 at 8:24PM
Well, livingdead, this is an open blog ?
Are you aware of that ?
If you want to talk to dennisn why dont you email him directly (in private) ?
I dont know who you are either.
I dont think what i wrote can make you want to kill yourself more (nice try there), they are valid questions to see how serious you are.
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posted by dennisn on December 16th, 2010 at 8:14PM
Feeling any different? I hate to say it, but I think chemicals can play a large role. We are, after all, fundamentally bio-chemical machines. And it seems that December, possibly due to it's shorter daylight, is suspiciously popular for such ideas. (Other drugs have been known to provoke suicidality too.)
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posted by Nylorac on December 16th, 2010 at 8:16PM
At present, I do not. I spoke with my therapist, and she is concerned and has me on suicide watch.
Regarding our humanly chemical natures, I agree. However, I abhor the prospect of surviving off of opiates or equivalents to sustain a reasonable level of indifference towards living. That seems .. meaningless.
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posted by dennisn on December 16th, 2010 at 8:22PM
Well, opiates may very well contribute to it, during the "lows" / withdrawal periods. Perhaps moving to California might help? (For example, suicide is quite a bit more common in Alaska than in California. And quite a bit more rare still in Brazil.)
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posted by moi on December 16th, 2010 at 8:20PM
I think the first thing to come to terms with, is that everything is meaningless.
Than the rest becomes a choice.
If you analyse yourself, how much percent of you wants to die ?
Is it fixed, does it fluctuate alot ?
how long has it been constant ?
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