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posted by Nigger stepper on July 6th, 2023 at 2:59PM

I wanted to give you everything. But you killed my spirits. Now I’m gonna have to kill you.
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posted by dennisn on July 6th, 2023 at 3:02PM

Idk man, relationships are weird. You're not supposed to "give everything". I'm not supposed to be a wallet. You're not supposed to "complete me". We're just fellow travellers who want to be in the same car on the roller coaster?

posted by Nigger stepper on July 6th, 2023 at 3:45PM
last edited July 6th, 2023 at 3:48PM

"You're not supposed to "give everything". I'm not supposed to be a wallet."
You’re a confused brokie. You’re so stupid and annoying that you really think I want your money. No. That’s not what love is. YOU made it about other things like money and shit all the while neglecting me?!?! You treated me like I was some dude that you’re not into. You wouldn’t treat it like a real relationship. Because you’re just so chill.
"Oh sorry my sister is here and you’re not and I’m a complete, total whore. I love you but I just won’t say it or show it. Cause you already know the definition and how I hide behind the cover of that gay, cold definition because I’m such an avoidant, WEIRD pussy that it will actually kill me to NOT say the definition for fucking once and just say that I love you because it really matters to you. I’m a jerk and I have so much audacity that I really think you should put up with my lack of emotion. I’m just weird and won’t act like you’re loved like you want to be loved because hurt is sexy."

I have been called names all my life and never been said I love you to not even a fake one. The SHIT THAT I LIKE IS IMPORTANT TO ME. JUST because YOU don’t see the appeal in it doesn’t invalidate my fucking needs. Bitch. You make me so sick.

AND I deserve luxury vacations and expensive makeup and clothes. Suck it up, brokie.

You remember how you said that not fucking "oUr" daughter will make her feel like she’s not worthy or beautiful.
Tell me faggot, how do you think constant rejection from you made ME feel? You horrendous big McJerk. I deserve everything that I want.
I don’t need to be told by YOU how I will live my life. I deserve love and I deserve affection and to be prioritised.

Once again, brokie, you’re an obvious no lmfao.

posted by dennisn on July 6th, 2023 at 9:42PM

> You’re a confused brokie [...] you really think I want your money.

That is what broke means, in the literal sense. So I guess you meant it in the metaphorical sense, you think I'm broke emotionally / spiritually. I disagree - I have plenty of that in my e(mo)-wallet :D. I'm a love/spirit billionaire! But a fiat bum.

> all the while neglecting me

I didn't neglect you. I stopped talking to you after you said:

"stop mailing me altogether"
"I haven’t seen any of
your mails I’ll move them to spam. Bye."

"You're hopeless. Don't reply"

> You treated me like I was some dude

Just teasing. I thought girls do that these days? They call each other bro and such? It's a fun trend. I'm aware that your childhood makes this a sensitive issue, but, exposure therapy?

> You wouldn’t treat it like a real relationship.

Ofc I would, I promise!

> I love you but I just won’t say it or show it

I said it and showed it many times.

> such an avoidant

I don't avoid. That's perhaps one of the core differentiating traits of ancaps.

> just say that I love you because it really matters

I love you Riya S, a lot <3

> I’m a jerk

I've never met an ancap jerk. Another differentiating trait is our sense of empathy. (Most would consider it pathological.)

> I deserve luxury vacations and expensive makeup and clothes. Suck it up, brokie.

Agreed.

> You remember how you said that not fucking "oUr" daughter will make her feel like she’s not worthy or beautiful.

That's twisting it a bit. It's really just tautology - obviously if nobody wants to fuck you that means youre not sexually beautiful.

> how do you think constant rejection from you made ME feel?

Very bad. Fortunately I don't do that.

> I deserve love and I deserve affection and to be prioritised.

I can GUARATEEE you that. A life-time guarantee. Not sure about those vacations tho.

> you’re an obvious no lmfao

Oh. Well. The offer is still on my table :)

posted by Nigger stepper on July 7th, 2023 at 1:22AM

And I’m surprised that you don’t get the "luxury vacation" reference. Sad. I had told you many times we shouldn’t waste time and just meet and decide sooner if we should date seriously. YOU said you’re not paying for my luxury vacations. The. Fucking. Audacity. To. Talk. To. Me. Like. That.

There’s so much wrong with that sentence that I won’t even put any effort explaining how because it’s insulting for me to even do that.

posted by Nigger stepper on July 6th, 2023 at 3:14PM

You will never know how it feels to receive my best. You pushed me away and turned me down and now you’re denying it shamelessly. You’re just an insecure man who will never act loving. IT IS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR THE MAN YOURE WITH TO SHOW YOU AFFECTION!!
You are damaged and broken and cruel to me. You don’t know and you will never know what I could’ve done for you. I wanted to do everything I could, ever, to make you happy because I loved you. Loving doesn’t mean you have to act "chill"(btw it’s so cringey how fake your so called chill behaviour looks). And not everything is about you. I’m here too. Lmao. Ever considered asking me what I like? Incel. I only came back because it still hurts to look back on titanic. Whatever fuck you

posted by dennisn on July 6th, 2023 at 9:23PM

> You pushed me away and turned me down

False. I was renovating an apartment for us to live in. And now I'm considering moving there to live with you.

> man who will never act loving

No that's ridiculous. You have a weird caricature view of me. As some kind of android.

> IT IS NOT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR THE MAN YOURE WITH TO SHOW YOU AFFECTION

Of course. I did and do.

> You are damaged and broken

No I'm not. (Excancap is.)

> You are cruel to me.

No I'm not.

> Loving doesn’t mean you have to act "chill"

I wasn't "chill" with you. I feel things :)

> Ever considered asking me what I like?

What do you like? Besides Bowie and cats and flowers and sweet vacations and soybeans and vibrating strings and singing and writing stories and defending morality and drawing and princesses and honesty (even when it's brutal) and freedom and life?

> Incel.

Volcel.

> I only came back because it still hurts to look back on titanic. Whatever fuck you

[gurgling shivering voice] I'm still here, floating on this wreckage, help, HELP [coughs out frozen sea water]

posted by Nigger stepper on July 6th, 2023 at 3:08PM

Don’t tell me what I’m "supposed to do". Clown. I will d whatever the fuck I want to do.

posted by Nigger stepper on July 6th, 2023 at 3:07PM

You CANT be a wallet because you’re a broke fuck. There’s a difference.

And the only kind of relationship *i* will accept or enjoy is where I give my all. If I care I give my everything. Don’t try to preach or educate me on relationships you fucking asshole.
Not everybody wants the same fucking thing as you.
And don’t call me "man". I have the biggest tits in this world. You pretentious wannabe insecure hipster.