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posted by c4r0lyn on February 4th, 2012 at 12:29PM

I think there's progress.

When we started the relationship, I dedicated the following song to DSK:

Runaway, The Corrs

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you.
[and that I'm] not alone - tell me you feel it, too.

And I would runaway, I would runaway, yeah, I would runaway, I would runaway with you.

[Chorus]
Cause I have fallen in love with you; no never have I,
I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you.

Close the door, lay down upon the floor and by candlelight, make love to me through the night cause I have runaway, I have runaway, yeah, I have runaway, runaway, I have runaway with you.

[Chorus]

And I would runaway, I would runaway, yeah, I would runaway, I would runaway with you.

[Chorus]


//
After a couple of years in the relationship, I dedicated the following to DSK:

On The Way Down, Ryan Cabrera

[I'm] sick and Tired of this world; there's no more air.
[I'm] trippin' over myself goin' nowhere, waiting, suffocating.

[With] no direction, I took a dive, and on the way down,
I saw you, and you saved me from myself.
And I won't forget the way you loved me.
On the way down, I almost fell right through, but I held onto you.

I've been wondering why it's only me.   Have you always been inside waiting to breathe?
It's alright - Sunlight on my face.
I wake up and yeah, I'm alive!

'cause on the way down, I saw you, and you saved me from myself.
And I won't forget the way you loved me.
On the way down, I almost fell right through, but I held onto you.

I was so afraid of going under, but now the weight of the world feels like nothing, no, nothing.

You're all I wanted. You're all I needed. You're all I wanted. You're all I needed.

And I won't forget the way you loved me.
On the way down, I saw you, and you saved me from myself,
and I won't forget the way you loved me.
On the way down, I almost fell right through, but I held onto you.

But I held onto you. But I held onto you

//
Several more years, and I dedicated the following:

My Immortal, Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here - suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave.
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light.
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams.
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears.
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have all of me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone, but though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me.

//
After more time, I dedicated the following:

Gravity lyrics, Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do, I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall.
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be, but you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile when I thought that I was strong, but you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall.
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.

But you're neither friend nor foe, though I can't seem to let you go. The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down. You're keeping me down.

You're on to me, on to me and all over.

Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.
//

Now, I go with Heart of the Matter.

That's gotta be progress.
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