Intentions
posted by moi on December 16th, 2010 at 11:31PM

I am glad (even through your evident bullshit and spew) that you posted.

Finally some action !

It was a really interesting experiment for me. I got to practice my non-reactive skills to your (wtv) posts, insults, apparent venom. and question myself as to what kind of person do i want to be.

intention: i want to be kind.

I don't want to pseudo-psychanalyse you but if you have suicidal tendencies and such unhappiness, perhaps look at what you are spreading, and at your attitude.

happiness is a skill that needs to be cultivated.

the purpose of life, is life itself. once this is understood, you have the choice to make it a happy or sad one. usually, people wnat to feel good.   the real kind of feel good, not the one (induced by drugs etc..) that wears off and becomes a low the next day.

long-time feel good needs practice, and to be cultivated. it has to be an aim. and its directly connected to your body.

so, tell me, will all these things you posted give you that long-term feel good ?

Heavy schedules and hectic lifestyles that are unhealthy will drive your body than mind to want suicide. no surprise there. Spitting negativity on people might also do that ;)

I've been there, trust me. it might take some time but if you make the right choices (usually, a smaller salary, less power ect.. )   the roller coaster will wear off really quickly.

Now, the question: why am i writing all this to you (despite my first reactions of disgust and aversion to you) ?

Because i am clear of my intention right now, and that is to not fall into patterns of negativity when positivity and change is possible.

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