Oh she’s bac
posted by Riyaffs on January 17th, 2023 at 3:15PM
last edited January 18th, 2023 at 10:07PM
posted by Riyaffs on January 17th, 2023 at 3:15PM
last edited January 18th, 2023 at 10:07PM
How do I manage to get out every time?
I’m so lonely. I miss my tabby so much. He was like a lover, his soul and personality was amazing. He saw me and he got me. I don’t want your comments on my feelings, I want him back. I want his soul I need it. I’m starving and no matter what I eat it’s not feeding my body and my mind. But I see myself get fat and think maybe food is bad. But I’m starved of good food. I want to gain my losses back. What do I fucking do. Why do men leave me? Tabby made me feel like I was a keeper. I dreamed about him last night and he finally graced me with his presence and I was so grateful and happy. We played and hung out I think.
It’s so cruel to understand someone and know them thoroughly and be able to satisfy them thoroughly and then not do it. What’s the price, I’ll pay it. I want to be loved but I get a taste of it until I get comfortable with it and have it slip away. Fuck. That.
I deserve to get married under a green starry sky, not have my hair collect dirt walking around someone else’s wedding. I put effort into looking good so I could take a PICTURE for someone who lives in another country.
I should be married on a soul basis. Fuck my eyeliner. I’ll marry in the dark, and hear and feel, not so much feel the need to gaze upon a fleeting visual bait of fuckin nature. Tricky bitch. I don’t need a fucking audience. My needs are the audience. And I don’t need to read fake vows off of a piece of paper. No time to waste on stupidity. I’ll find my tabby again and hopefully he’ll stay longer this time.
Look how he looks at me. He shouldn’t have taken his eyes off me. I need to be seen. I never stopped needing it.
I’m so lonely. I miss my tabby so much. He was like a lover, his soul and personality was amazing. He saw me and he got me. I don’t want your comments on my feelings, I want him back. I want his soul I need it. I’m starving and no matter what I eat it’s not feeding my body and my mind. But I see myself get fat and think maybe food is bad. But I’m starved of good food. I want to gain my losses back. What do I fucking do. Why do men leave me? Tabby made me feel like I was a keeper. I dreamed about him last night and he finally graced me with his presence and I was so grateful and happy. We played and hung out I think.
It’s so cruel to understand someone and know them thoroughly and be able to satisfy them thoroughly and then not do it. What’s the price, I’ll pay it. I want to be loved but I get a taste of it until I get comfortable with it and have it slip away. Fuck. That.
I deserve to get married under a green starry sky, not have my hair collect dirt walking around someone else’s wedding. I put effort into looking good so I could take a PICTURE for someone who lives in another country.
I should be married on a soul basis. Fuck my eyeliner. I’ll marry in the dark, and hear and feel, not so much feel the need to gaze upon a fleeting visual bait of fuckin nature. Tricky bitch. I don’t need a fucking audience. My needs are the audience. And I don’t need to read fake vows off of a piece of paper. No time to waste on stupidity. I’ll find my tabby again and hopefully he’ll stay longer this time.
Look how he looks at me. He shouldn’t have taken his eyes off me. I need to be seen. I never stopped needing it.
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posted by dennisn on January 17th, 2023 at 10:27PM
> How do I manage to get out every time?
Get out where? > He saw me and he got me. That was mostly your imagination - but not entirely ig. They do understand our basic moods ig. Body language says a lot. > maybe food is bad. What do you think is bad about it, out of curiosity? > I want to gain my losses back. (clever word play :) > Why do men leave me? My second law (D2) says that it's mutual - so, why do you leave them? > It’s so cruel to understand someone and know them thoroughly and be able to satisfy them thoroughly and then not do it. Who are you referring to? I don't think you know ANYONE thoroughly - I think I'm at the top of your list, of people you know most well? > I want to be loved but I get a taste of it until I get comfortable with it and have it slip away. -_- Wtf are you talking about. Please don't make me repeat the real definition of love again. (Our emotional reflex to virtue. You are loved by virtuous people.) > I’ll marry in the dark Interesting idea. This reminds me of restaurants where people eat in the dark, to heighten their taste / smell / hearing senses. > not so much feel the need to gaze upon a fleeting visual bait of fuckin nature. I wouldn't call nature "bait" though :). It's more than that. It literally nourishes us, keeps us healthy, even just by being near it. > I don’t need a fucking audience. Well, one of the main purposes of marriages is to have that social pressure (audience), to support a couple when things get tough, etc. It kinda is a social thing. It also informs all your other suitors that you're out of the dating market. But yea, I get it, the main-main purpose is that promise and bond between just the couple. > fake vows Maybe ask that groom WHY he loves that girl - why he chose HER :D. > Look how he looks at me. Amazing inter-species pic. What happened to him again? I forget who disappeared. |
