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posted by Riyaffs on December 13th, 2022 at 3:22AM

It worked I’m back in and now I can change history!

Nice place you got here, I can see you brought new furniture. *breaks a vase*
Oh shit my bad.
There’s something about talking and doing and moving and thinking. And there’s something about me getting told how and when to do or not do those. I’ve been trained to be a slave and although I don’t believe in slavery I find myself being one for people again and again and again and fucking again.

When did you stop childing and started adulting? If you were to ask me I’d say you’re still low key childing. And maybe childing isn’t even a bad thing?? Ever thought about that?
How come your parents and your exes never read your blogs? It’s like they’re dead. Or that they’re pretending YOU’RE dead. Fuck them. I recently saw this yt short of this faggot who does his little gay commentaries and criticises incels and stuff and tries to gain shitty, empty people’s (mostly women’s) validation, and there he was talking about how he hadn’t seen his dad in like 10 years and his dad died and he didn’t go to his funeral and how his audacious relatives told him it wasn’t cool to not attend that piece of shit’s funeral. He said his dad wasn’t a great person. And that was the video pretty much. "Dad not a great person" and that’s all. Hate when people do that.

Reminds me of somebody. Reminds me of everybody ngl.
Men will act like they want to marry you and stand you forever and then give you a fucking breadcrumb of their personal info. Why do I have to ask and ask and ask and ask and fcking ask about the important fucking details of their lives? And why do I even bother? A better, healthier guy is waiting. Someone who won’t stay fucking quiet about shit.

This password reset and logging into this old account took so long now I forgot what I wanted to edit. But at least I have this account back.
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posted by dennisn on December 13th, 2022 at 10:23AM
last edited December 13th, 2022 at 10:26AM

> I find myself being one for people again and again and again and fucking again.

That's worth exploring :D

> When did you stop childing and started adulting? If you were to ask me I’d say you’re still low key childing. And maybe childing isn’t even a bad thing??

Definitions. I think the main (only?) distinction is dependency/self-sufficiency. So the first time you (sustainably) pay for food/shelter. For me that was near ~30yo, a bit after I was living alone in Montreal.

> How come your parents and your exes never read your blogs?

Yup. Bro and sis too. Important question. Important answer.

> It’s like they’re dead. Or that they’re pretending YOU’RE dead.

Worse! They WANT me dead. Effectively dead, anyways. Noted. (I've told them about it many times too. I'd read theirs if they had one.)

> "Dad not a great person" and that’s all. Hate when people do that.

Yea it's pathetic and disgusting - how little truth is tolerated. The person who knows the uncomfortable truth desperately tries to ignore it, and the audience desperately tries to avoid it.